I will tell you roughly, been trying for about 3ish years to get pregnant. In march had a Laparoscopy one to see why I was'nt getting pregnant and two because of my really painful periods. They found abit of Endometriosis which they got rid of. They said there is no reason it shouldn't be happening, the only things being with my age it's abit harder. Anyway we are still trying but have said we want to try IVF. So we are just waiting now. But it's so hard especially as each period comes and you know thats another time it's not happened, also the fact of people around you all having babies. My sister has also just given birth, but I am really pleased for her because she's been through alot to. We are both close so I will be seeing the baby alot, which doesn't worry me, it worries me more that her husbands sister-in-law can be abit over powering, but thats another problem!!
Anyway I can't get it out of my mind about trying and then hoping it's happened, like now I'm due to start, but I keep thinking I see signs etc . I want to scream, what have I done wrong to be like this, especially when other people who don't seem the right people to be parents are! Sorry about my rant.
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